I’m forgetting that life with him was horrid. I’m re-doing the accept the blame that I did while I was him. I’m telling myself that it wasn’t as bad as I thought it was or that I made it up. I’m starting to believe the courts that since he hadn’t hit me, it was just a bad relationship. Normal that I blew out of proportion. Crazy.
I feel like the most worthless person ever.
What do you do to combat these thought and feelings? Somebody please… I don’t even know what I’m asking for… please….